Stop the time!
I know just yesterday I said I was content with the flow of time. And in a way I am. I really am.
I see Tamara growing and learning new tricks every day. The autumn is almost over and the Alps are covered with snow. My husband is working on his PHD which is also nice. And I just started the second sleeve of my Eskimo jacket. I feel secure in this passage of time.
But on the other hand there is another, ugly side to it.
Within a good month I will have to go back to work and my little one is going to be away from me for 8 hours. No more morning walks, cuddling in the bed, afternoon naps. Hectic of everyday life is coming to the stage.
This scares me.
So, can somebody, please stop the time? Just a little bit, please?